Anti-Depressants?

Does anyone out there have any thoughts on anti-depressants?

I've been feeling down and out lately...

I feel like I could go on a homicidal/suicidal rampage...

I don't like that feeling anymore...

I'm far to old to kill again and I don't think I want to be dead...

I feel lazy all of the time...

I don't like the thoughts going through my head...

I feel shaky on the inside...

I feel like I need something to numb my feelings...

I feel stressed-out most of the time...

My neck and shoulders hurt with stress...

I feel like I need to hunt something down and kill it...

I feel like I could sleep 18 out of 24 hours...

But when I try to sleep, I can't...

Too many thoughts streaming through my head for sleep...

I feel like every day is just one more day and for what?

I feel like I need to dye my hair black and dress in black...

I feel as if I'm in mourning...

What am I mourning the loss of?

I feel the need to drink myself into a stupor...

Poison my body with alcohol...

Numb the bad feelings...

I feel the need to poke out the eyes of my enemies...

and rip out the tongues of liars...

I know a man who's heart I'd like to rip out and then stomp it...

Over and over and over again.

Nothing's wrong with me, right?

It's just everyone else that's fuct up...