Quit Smoking Those Dreaded Cigarettes!!!

I'm ready to quit!

I can feel my lungs clogged with tar and nicotine!

I feel unhealthy!

I'm short winded!

I think it's the reason that I'm sick every year with bronchitis!

I work in a smoker's enviroment and it will be difficult!

It seems at times that everyone I know smokes.

Then at other times, no one smokes.

I do not want to become a smoke nazi.

My breath and clothing smell like smoke and that's not good.

I need help!!!

Any tips?

Don't Drink & Fly!

Aerial View of Hurricane Wilma

Are You Still Mad? nooo...

I'm not mad anymore at the person that cheated on me and lied to me anymore. I totally understand the cheating part since I know I'm not much to look at (he's not either) but the lying still upsets me. In time, I'll get over it because I know he's just a man and that's what men do to women...lie to them. I've known that for many, many years and should've known better than to trust him. Anyway, all trust is gone out the door now along with yesterdays dirt from my shoes...swept away, not under the rug. It's time for me to get back to doing what makes me happy, listening to live music. Not that I haven't been experiencing it, but I've been holding back and not having the great times like I used to have... Have a drink with me tonight and toast my new found freedom (again) and we'll salute all of the fucktards that have ever cheated and lied. More power to 'em...




I'm just pissed that my death spell is taking too long...

Halloween Costumes Gone Wrong!!!

~Halloween Pics~

things i learned or remembered tonight

blood is supposed to be thicker than water but that ain't always the case.
i like guys with big noses for some strange reason that i cannot understand or explain. rip
plaid is not my friend...
but nick is my friend.
my mind gets fuzzy when I drink too much but my writing abilities improve.
russell is a good dancer but not much to look at...
i do not like beach blonde bitches that laugh and make fun of others.
most of my so-called friends won't be there for me when i need them.
men are like toilet paper...to be used and thrown away.
sometimes the word down has 2 syllables.
brutal honesty is the best kind to possess.
hate is a four letter word...
so is fuck.
when i say i feel black, i mean on the inside.
some people make me smile when they're around.
i laugh at my own stupidity.
i laugh at others stupidity.
people are strange just like jim morrison said.
red is not my favorite color.
i'm tired now...goodnight.

Give This Mom A Medal

If all our towns were full of hard-nosed Mom's like the one seated in the bottom picture here there might not be so many of our youth in juvenile delinquency facilities!!! This young man is getting a very appropriate punishment from his Mom for the offense he committed.

Snake in the Grass?

Several years ago, this guy I used to know named Joe called me a "snake in the grass". At the time, I didn't actually know the meaning of it. I knew a guy named Bobby S. that took great pride in being called a "snake in the grass" and thought maybe I'm one also. This expression has came up again when discussing "class" or lack of it and it made me think of someone that has forced themselves into my so-called life. Yep, it's official!!! I know more than one "snake in the grass" and am thinking about getting me a mongoose... j/k I do not consider myself to be a deceitful or treacherous person but I have been know to cause harm to others. The reason Joe called me a "snake in the grass" was because I was telling him the tale of the low-life piece of white trash that I had to club in the head with my cell phone for fear of my life...there was actually two of them and I hit the big one first. Anyway, if this is what makes a person a "snake in the grass", then so be it. ~Woo Hoo~

Noun 1. snake in the grass - a deceitful or treacherous person
snake bad person - a person who does harm to others
Am I treacherous? (likely to betray trust or marked by hidden danger)
Now is the time for the poll again. Ok, my friends. Do you consider me to be a "snake in the grass"? Be honest...

Class or No Class?

Main Entry: 1 class Pronunciation: 'klas Function: noun Usage: often attributive Etymology: French classe, from Latin classis group called to military service, fleet, class; perhaps akin to Latin calare to call -- more at LOW1 a : a body of students meeting regularly to study the same subject b : the period during which such a body meets c : a course of instruction d : a body of students or alumni whose year of graduation is the same 2 a : a group sharing the same economic or social status b : social rank; especially : high social rank c : high quality : ELEGANCE 3 : a group, set, or kind sharing common attributes: as a : a major category in biological taxonomy ranking above the order and below the phylum or division b : a collection of adjacent and discrete or continuous values of a random variable c : SET 214 : a division or rating based on grade or quality5 : the best of its kind

so'cial climb'er - a person who attempts to gain admission into a group with a higher social standing.
Random House Unabridged Dictionary, Copyright © 1997, by Random House, Inc., on Infoplease. http://www.factmonster.com/ipd/A0660131.html
I especially liked this definition. It reminded me of someone that I used to know:
low-class (lkls)
adj.
1. Of or relating to the lower socioeconomic classes.
2. Vulgar or crude; common: was put off by their low-class behavior
http://www.thefreedictionary.com/low-class
As you can probably tell, I'm babbling again but then again, who cares?

I've asked some of my friends and this was their responses to people with no class and how to tell someone that they've got none whatsoever:
Kristy M. says: How about this...Low life, no class, butt ugly, piece of shit...
Cheryl E. says: NO CLASS- means exactly what it says no class- skanky, no manners, no scruples and don't have respect for self or others. something like that...
Barbie W. says: To me -- If someone told me I had no class I would take it as them saying;
*I was a dumb fuck
*I was totally out of the know on how to act, speak or interact with others
*I had no honor of self
*I was a real scuzzzzzzzzzz
*I was an embarrassment to them
* I was trashy
* I had no understanding of loyalty
Kim C. say: NO CLASS - calling the guy you are messing around with in the middle of the night when you know he hasn't bothered to break the news to his girlfriend that he is messing around on and is with her.
NO CLASS - going to an event that you KNOW the now ex-girlfriend is gonna be at.
NO CLASS - being the guy who takes the new girlfriend to the place where the last time you were at you saw the old girlfriend and knew her friend lived there and she would probably be there.
CLASS ACT - being the dumped girl and holding your head high when your stupid sorry ass ex flaunts the ugly blonde in front of you. (Lisa says: I had to add this part: "and not being drunk off my ass because I drink heavily when I'm hurting on the inside")
Eileen A. says: Technically, each person has class in our society, such as upper class,middle class or lower class. Tell her that she is a low class cheat with no scruples who needs to find her moral compass!
Linda Lou says: "No Class" means to me ......................a disgrace! A HUGE DISGRACE to everyone and everything.
(I will post more replies to this as I get them. If you happened to participate, thanks or if you've got a definition about what "no class" means to you or how to tell someone they've got no class and deserve to be beaten in the head with a heavy object, please post a comment.)

Kim's World

Here's a link to my friend Kim's blog... She needs to post more often so I'll know just exactly how "phuqt" her world really is... ;-) I know mine is...wonder how her world is today?

I have a 200 mile radius...

that I will travel to see live music. I don't think anything is wrong with that since that's all I seem to enjoy is music but gawddammit I would like the same respect from others that I have deliberately tried to avoid. Is there something so wrong with wanting someone that you think played a big part in destroying your so-called life to stay away from you? I don't think so...(said in the most sarcastic voice known to man) What would be so wrong with that skank staying away from me? It's not like I've got a friggin' thing to say to her...I don't want to be around her, though. She makes me uncomfortable and makes me feel downright sick to my stomach. How would she like it if I was in the Dallas/Ft. Worth area every other weekend or so flaunting my stuff around HER town? Not that I'd ever go to that shithole part of the country again but "what if"... I cannot talk to my friends when she's around... I cannot be myself when she's around... Now it seems that I cannot even go to see my friends when they're in town for fear that I'll see her and will have to talk to her in a normal tone of voice. I don't want to talk to her or be her friend anymore. With friends like her, who needs enemies? Why would I ever want to hang around with someone that's a friend to your face and the minute I turn my back, I get stabbed? There's something wrong with people like that... I swear, if I see her ONE MORE TIME within a hundred mile radius of me, I'll NEVER go to see my friends EVER again and that will really suck for me... But that's what she's good at...sucking! I can tell by her teeth... I'm such an evil person...

I had to rant this AM...

but "I'm feeling much better now". I had to apply heat to my broken neck. Too bad there's nothing to mend my tattered heart... I'm still pissed off about this statement: "I hope we can keep in touch and when you are down I can maybe be there to help. I will work on being a better friend." What a fucking lie!!!

It's time....

It's officially time to put a gun to my head. I'm sick of having headaches everyday because of stress. I don't want to take medication either...I'm not sick...just sick of having stress in my life and there's no way to get out of it. I don't want to be a pill head either...friends have died from abuse of pills. Knowing me, I'd abuse the shit out of them. Quit my job? Yeah, right and then stress over not having a job. Quit thinking about the past and how I've been screwed over repeatedly by my stupid s0-called friends? Yeah, right. Tell me how to put the past out of my mind...without drugs. Tell me how to rid myself of the people that stress me without going to prison for the rest of my life. It seems very strange that I've had headaches for months and have only gotten worse since 7-19-05... Monday thru Friday 8-5, you can count on me having a headache and now they won't go away til after I've been home for a few hours. Sometimes I wake up in the AM with them... I honesty feel like going on a killing rampage...the kind you read about in the paper. The sad part is I've already got a list.

Here's the pill for you...

I wish these were for real...I'd get me a prescription for 'em.

Virus Warning!!!

Just looked this up on my "truth or fiction" website and they are sayingthis is TRUE!!!!! So heads up to everyone, and you should probablyforward this warning to everyone you know. Emails with pictures of Osama Bin-Laden hanged are being sent, and themoment that you open these emails your computer will crash, and you willnot be able to fix it!!! This e-mail is being distributed through countries around the globe, butmainly in theUS and Israel. Don't be inconsiderate; send this warning to whomever you know. Confirmed at: http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/osama.asp
http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/osama.asp
Origins: There are few headlines that would grab the attention of morecomputer users around the world than "Osama bin Laden Captured," andthat's exactly what whoever created this lure was counting on to snareunsuspecting victims who use Microsoft platforms. "Osama bin Laden Captured" isn't a virus in itself; it's the text of amessage that includes a link to a file called EXPLOIT.EXE. When amessage recipient clicks on this link to view what he thinks arepictures of Osama bin Laden's capture, he can end up downloading anexecutable Trojan known as Backdoor-AZU, BKDR_LARSLP.A, Download.Trojan, TrojanProxy.Win32.Small.b,or Win32.Slarp. Clicking the embedded link in the "Osama bin Laden Captured" messageauto-executes a file called "EXPLOIT.EXE," which exploits a knownsecurity hole to download the Trojan. According to McAfee Security: The Trojan opens a random port on thevictim's machine. It sends the Port information to a webpage at IPaddress 66.139.77.145. The Trojan listens on the open port forinstructions and redirects traffic to other IP addresses. Spammers and hackers can take advantage of compromised systems by usingthe infected computer as a middleman, allowing them to pass informationthrough it and remain anonymous.

Saturday, Oct. 22 Roller Derby~Pasadena, TX

Annual Meeting...

Annual meeting of single, straight, emotionally-stable, financially secure, intelligent men looking for a long term commitment.

Out of Town...

I'm trying to prepare myself to go out of town this weekend. I'll be around my family whom I love with all of my heart but I'll also be around some others (not family) that make my skin crawl. I've not decided what my plan is...drink myself into a stupor or stay sober and tough it out. The ones that make my skin crawl deserve a poke in the eye with a sharp stick but I'll try to restain myself from doing so... I'll be out on Friday night with one of my cousins for sure and we're both known for drinking ourselves into stupors when we're together or often times when we're not together. That's when we get on the phone to each other, regardless of what time it is... It'll be a tough call one way or another...

Incoming Katrina ~ AMAZING PICS

Moral Poverty Cost Blacks in NOLA

Moral poverty cost blacks in New Orleans
Posted: September 21, 20051:00 a.m. Eastern
© 2005 WorldNetDaily.com
Say a hurricane is about to destroy the city you live in.
Two questions:
1. What would you do?
2. What would you do if you were black?
Sadly, the two questions don't have the same answer.
To the first: Most of us would take our families out of that city quickly to protect them from danger. Then, able-bodied men would return to help others in need, as wives and others cared for children, elderly, infirm and the like.
For better or worse, Hurricane Katrina has told us the answer to the second question. If you're black and a hurricane is about to destroy your city, then you'll probably wait for the government to save you.
This was not always the case. Prior to 40 years ago, such a pathetic performance by the black community in a time of crisis would have been inconceivable. The first response would have come from black men. They would take care of their families, bring them to safety, and then help the rest of the community. Then local government would come in.
No longer. When 75 percent of New Orleans residents had left the city, it was primarily immoral, welfare-pampered blacks that stayed behind and waited for the government to bail them out. This, as we know, did not turn out good results.
Enter Jesse Jackson and Louis Farrakhan. Jackson and Farrakhan laid blame on "racist" President Bush. Farrakhan actually proposed the idea that the government blew up a levee so as to kill blacks and save whites. The two demanded massive governmental spending to rebuild New Orleans, above and beyond the federal government's proposed $60 billion. Not only that, these two were positioning themselves as the gatekeepers to supervise the dispersion of funds. Perfect: Two of the most dishonest elite blacks in America, "overseeing" billions of dollars. I wonder where that money will end up.
Of course, if these two were really serious about laying blame on government, they should blame the local one. Responsibility to perform - legally and practically - fell first on the mayor of New Orleans. We are now all familiar with Mayor Ray Nagin - the black Democrat who likes to yell at President Bush for failing to do Nagin's job. The facts, unfortunately, do not support Nagin's wailing. As the Washington Times puts it, "recent reports show [Nagin] failed to follow through on his own city's emergency-response plan, which acknowledged that thousands of the city's poorest residents would have no way to evacuate the city."
One wonders how there was "no way" for these people to evacuate the city. We have photographic evidence telling us otherwise. You've probably seen it by now - the photo showing 200 parked school buses, unused and underwater. How much planning does it require to put people on a bus and leave town, Mayor Nagin?
Instead of doing the obvious, Mayor Nagin (with no positive contribution from Democratic Gov. Kathleen Blanco, the other major leader vested with responsibility to address the hurricane disaster) loaded remaining New Orleans residents into the Superdome and the city's convention center. We know how that plan turned out.
About five years ago, in a debate before the National Association of Black Journalists, I stated that if whites were to just leave the United States and let blacks run the country, they would turn America into a ghetto within 10 years. The audience, shall we say, disagreed with me strongly. Now I have to disagree with me. I gave blacks too much credit. It took a mere three days for blacks to turn the Superdome and the convention center into ghettos, rampant with theft, rape and murder.
President Bush is not to blame for the rampant immorality of blacks. Had New Orleans' black community taken action, most would have been out of harm's way. But most were too lazy, immoral and trifling to do anything productive for themselves.
All Americans must tell blacks this truth. It was blacks' moral poverty - not their material poverty - that cost them dearly in New Orleans. Farrakhan, Jackson, and other race hustlers are to be repudiated - they will only perpetuate this problem by stirring up hatred and applauding moral corruption. New Orleans, to the extent it is to be rebuilt, should be remade into a dependency-free, morally strong city where corruption is opposed and success is applauded. Blacks are obligated to help themselves and not depend on the government to care for them. We are all obligated to tell them so.

Evacuation of Oil Rigs

These pictures were taken by Jim Hunter. He is a retired Navy Commander now flying for Petroleum Helicopters Inc. These pictures were taken as he was evacuating workers from oil rigs off south pass, Mississippi River, south of New Orleans.