I have a 200 mile radius...

that I will travel to see live music. I don't think anything is wrong with that since that's all I seem to enjoy is music but gawddammit I would like the same respect from others that I have deliberately tried to avoid. Is there something so wrong with wanting someone that you think played a big part in destroying your so-called life to stay away from you? I don't think so...(said in the most sarcastic voice known to man) What would be so wrong with that skank staying away from me? It's not like I've got a friggin' thing to say to her...I don't want to be around her, though. She makes me uncomfortable and makes me feel downright sick to my stomach. How would she like it if I was in the Dallas/Ft. Worth area every other weekend or so flaunting my stuff around HER town? Not that I'd ever go to that shithole part of the country again but "what if"... I cannot talk to my friends when she's around... I cannot be myself when she's around... Now it seems that I cannot even go to see my friends when they're in town for fear that I'll see her and will have to talk to her in a normal tone of voice. I don't want to talk to her or be her friend anymore. With friends like her, who needs enemies? Why would I ever want to hang around with someone that's a friend to your face and the minute I turn my back, I get stabbed? There's something wrong with people like that... I swear, if I see her ONE MORE TIME within a hundred mile radius of me, I'll NEVER go to see my friends EVER again and that will really suck for me... But that's what she's good at...sucking! I can tell by her teeth... I'm such an evil person...